Nonfiction

  • Issue 37,  Nonfiction

    Jerusalem Ostraca

    by Isaac James Richards

    Photo courtesy of the Author

                I visited my grandpa’s grave again yesterday. Easter Sunday. I cannot think of him without thinking of Jerusalem. How the two have fused in my memory. It’s been four years.  

                I was in Jerusalem on a research trip when the pandemic hit. My institution demanded that I return immediately, more than a month early. When I got on the plane and slipped into my seat, there was a quote floating on the screen in front of me.

  • Issue 37,  Nonfiction

    Writing Off Your Ex

    By Jan Karlo Lopez

    photo by Jeylan Jones

    It’s your movie, write off whom you want. Tell everyone, including yourself, that they died. Anyone who asks understands because ironically the only guidance given on a breakup is to not speak on the break-up. Your friend that’s fucking their ex will implore you not to fuck yours. Your friend who drunk dials their ex will suggest you block their number. Your friend who cheats will pray you find someone new and settle down like they did. Your friend that’s a bigger piece of shit than you will beg you to forget about your ex while they try to fuck them behind your back.

  • Issue 37,  Nonfiction

    Growing Up with a Low Rent Robin Williams

    By Simon A. Smith

    photo by the author 

    You never told anyone the whole story about your dad. You let most people think he was little more than a kooky horndog or dirty sailor. It was better for both of you. He got to see himself as the comedian he always wanted to be, and you got to pretend you weren’t dying inside every time he told another unsettling joke. That way, your friends felt it was harmless to laugh at all his unsavory antics. Like when you were at the pizza joint downtown,

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    There and Back and Back Again Again

    photo by Tony Wallin-Soto

    by George Choundas 

    You walk briskly to catch the train. Couple of blocks to go. Running late. Even chances you’ll make it. Then you see something fifty yards ahead, darting into your path from a side street. It’s another commuter, also running late. He’s looking at his wristwatch and jittery. Like you, he vibrates as much he moves, clearly fraught with decisional anguish, debating whether to break into a sprint. Then he turns and catches sight of you. In a moment’s glance, he appraises. He notes you’re walking and not running, and presumably gathers up indications of credibility—who knows,

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    What is Special About Dusk 

    photo collection of the author

    by Katiy Heath

    A cloud would soon billow out, a considerable mass, smoky red; a disorientating blanket of color, devilish red, divine red,  nuclear and unnatural. Yet nature is what would send red into our tender hearts on the afternoon of this annular eclipse. From the Latin word annulus, meaning little ring. Like a hula hoop, a donut, a CD. A little band of light left after the moon moves across the sun, obstructing all but a six percent sliver. Little—130 miles wide—ring of fire that we didn’t have to put ourselves in the path of,

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    My Life in Three Train Rides: Powder, Rails, Arrests

    photo by Tony Wallin-Sato

    by Tony Wallin-Sato

    Part 1

    fukaku irite / kamiji no oku o / tazunureba / mata ue mo naki / mine no matsukazeFollowing the paths the gods passed over, I seek their innermost place; up and up to the highest of all: peak where wind passes through pines.Saigyo

    I was thirteen when I was first arrested. Detained. Humiliated. Treated as if I already hit puberty. At thirteen I still carried my baby fat. Just had my braces removed.