Issue 35

  • Issue 35,  Poetry

    Morning Sex

    By Eileen G’Sell

    photo by Marlene Leppänen on Pexels  

    I didn’t hear you say Charles De Gaulle and thought you meant the mayor.
    It’s true I held your hand like a man. Your fridge, clean as alien
    spacecraft, makes me want to mess your mattress. Lie back now while I
    pretend to be appalled at the things you think about saying. I love that you
    love the name “Lina Bembe”.

  • Issue 35,  Nonfiction

    Memories of Drinks Past 

    by Michael Cannistraci

    It was 1979 in Los Angeles. I was twenty-two, struggling as an actor, and struggling in general. My dreams of stardom had fizzled after graduation from college; aside from taking expensive acting classes, I wasn’t performing anywhere. 

    I got a job going door to door, recruiting men for a government vasectomy study. The work was easy, but the pay was lousy, and I had to buy my own gas. My girlfriend suggested I try bartending to make a living after she observed a bartender in a funky, dive surfer bar in Venice Beach counting a wad of cash on one of our dates.

  • Issue 35,  Poetry

    The Docket

    by Shira Dentz

    photo by Benni Fish on Pexels

    This landing strip has seen many falls—
    shoehorn soft gliding into a shoe
    or curdling against the pressure
    presence of time drifting
    then landing a perfect minimalist
    geometry otherwise known as
    settled like home.

    This landing strip has seen many falls—
    shoehorn left shapely into a shoe or
    curdling against the pressure all
    charisma of time drifting then
    landing a turning minimalist geo-
    me-try otherwise known as
    settled some mummy of home.

  • Issue 35,  Poetry

    Misused

    By Riley Anspaugh

    photo by William Santos on Pexels

    The word “albeit”
    has been in my mouth all day,
    rolling on my tongue
    like a Gobstopper. The sun
    is warm, albeit slowly self-destructing.
    Hummingbirds are beautiful,
    albeit too fast to see. I’m in love
    with this girl, albeit
    she never looks at me.
    I’m stuck using albeit
    in all my sentences,
    albeit I don’t believe
    I’m using it correctly.
    I mean, when is the last
    time you ate a good meal
    off a dangling chandelier?

  • Issue 35,  Nonfiction

    A Love Supreme: Imagining my father’s madness

    by Natasha Williams

    photo collection of the author 

    The kitchen was thick with cigarette smoke and A Love Supreme, his favorite Coltrane. I danced with scarves wrapped around my undersized torso, one tied gypsy-like around my head. Dime-store clip earrings dangled at my neck. I twirled to his lap, where he slumped over his coffee cup at the dining room table, and pulled on his hand to join me. Anchored to his chair by something weightier than our life could contain, he chuckled, looking into his cup, waiting for the “holy” calling only he could hear.