Issue 37

  • Issue 37,  Poetry

    Yard Sale

    by Ben Stoll

    art by Camille Corot, 1865

    Eighty dollars.
    To a child: a King’s ransom.

    I see the price tag dangle from hemp string,
    the glass figures cut the sunlight
    and slice it across the checkerboard.

    They look like diamonds however,
    strong enough to cut my teeth on.
    With no one looking I take a pawn

    and bite.

    I collect my broken teeth
    and tumble them in the sand by the stream.

    8 years old, cuticles rubbed raw and bleeding,

  • Issue 37,  Poetry

    Now That I’m Older

    by Daniel Felsenthal

    art by Alfred Stevens, 1888


    Morning dreams
    Of a swollen hour
    What’d you smoke,
    Who’d you do?
    Time as a unit of distance,
    In which it is
    In so many ways, used.
    Walk cul-de-sacs
    Just to stay still, energetically:


    Bar with light slatted
    Through door
    Sun hiding behind
    So much blue
    Bed risen with sound:

    Last night’s snack
    Is still being enjoyed
    Somewhere
    In your body.

  • Issue 37,  Nonfiction

    Baseball, Hotdogs, Apple Pie…

    by Kevin Grauke

    Photo by specphotops on Unsplash

    This story isn’t mine to tell, but here I am telling it, and without even the courtesy of asking her permission. To dilute my guilt, I think of a mother’s blood, how it continues to pulse through the chambers of her child’s heart long after the umbilical cord, thick as a beefy thumb, has been severed. And since this is true of blood, maybe it’s true of stories, too, since nothing seems more vital within us than the stories we’ve absorbed from those whose blood courses through us.

  • Issue 37,  Nonfiction

    Jerusalem Ostraca

    by Isaac James Richards

    Photo courtesy of the Author

                I visited my grandpa’s grave again yesterday. Easter Sunday. I cannot think of him without thinking of Jerusalem. How the two have fused in my memory. It’s been four years.  

                I was in Jerusalem on a research trip when the pandemic hit. My institution demanded that I return immediately, more than a month early. When I got on the plane and slipped into my seat, there was a quote floating on the screen in front of me.

  • Issue 37,  Nonfiction

    Writing Off Your Ex

    By Jan Karlo Lopez

    photo by Jeylan Jones

    It’s your movie, write off whom you want. Tell everyone, including yourself, that they died. Anyone who asks understands because ironically the only guidance given on a breakup is to not speak on the break-up. Your friend that’s fucking their ex will implore you not to fuck yours. Your friend who drunk dials their ex will suggest you block their number. Your friend who cheats will pray you find someone new and settle down like they did. Your friend that’s a bigger piece of shit than you will beg you to forget about your ex while they try to fuck them behind your back.

  • Fiction,  Issue 37

    The Experience Thieves

    by Thomas Benz

    Kawakami Sumio, Ginza, 1929

    The Larkins were not splashy people. You wouldn’t find their photograph in a slick magazine featuring charity balls, nor would their obituaries be filled with public triumphs. Yet they were in that unfortunate category of people who were average with above average yearnings. It wasn’t so much that they envied the rich, or anyone else with the privileges of exclusive membership, as they were curious, wanting every now and then a taste of the extraordinary, a peek through a gap in the carnival tent,