Issue 37
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Yard Sale
by Ben Stoll
art by Camille Corot, 1865
Eighty dollars.
To a child: a King’s ransom.I see the price tag dangle from hemp string,
the glass figures cut the sunlight
and slice it across the checkerboard.They look like diamonds however,
strong enough to cut my teeth on.
With no one looking I take a pawnand bite.
I collect my broken teeth
and tumble them in the sand by the stream.8 years old, cuticles rubbed raw and bleeding,
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Now That I’m Older
by Daniel Felsenthal
art by Alfred Stevens, 1888
Morning dreams
Of a swollen hour
What’d you smoke,
Who’d you do?
Time as a unit of distance,
In which it is
In so many ways, used.
Walk cul-de-sacs
Just to stay still, energetically:
Bar with light slatted
Through door
Sun hiding behind
So much blue
Bed risen with sound:Last night’s snack
Is still being enjoyed
Somewhere
In your body. -
Baseball, Hotdogs, Apple Pie…
by Kevin Grauke
Photo by specphotops on Unsplash
This story isn’t mine to tell, but here I am telling it, and without even the courtesy of asking her permission. To dilute my guilt, I think of a mother’s blood, how it continues to pulse through the chambers of her child’s heart long after the umbilical cord, thick as a beefy thumb, has been severed. And since this is true of blood, maybe it’s true of stories, too, since nothing seems more vital within us than the stories we’ve absorbed from those whose blood courses through us.
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Jerusalem Ostraca
by Isaac James Richards
Photo courtesy of the Author
I visited my grandpa’s grave again yesterday. Easter Sunday. I cannot think of him without thinking of Jerusalem. How the two have fused in my memory. It’s been four years.
I was in Jerusalem on a research trip when the pandemic hit. My institution demanded that I return immediately, more than a month early. When I got on the plane and slipped into my seat, there was a quote floating on the screen in front of me.
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Writing Off Your Ex
By Jan Karlo Lopez
photo by Jeylan Jones
It’s your movie, write off whom you want. Tell everyone, including yourself, that they died. Anyone who asks understands because ironically the only guidance given on a breakup is to not speak on the break-up. Your friend that’s fucking their ex will implore you not to fuck yours. Your friend who drunk dials their ex will suggest you block their number. Your friend who cheats will pray you find someone new and settle down like they did. Your friend that’s a bigger piece of shit than you will beg you to forget about your ex while they try to fuck them behind your back.
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The Experience Thieves
by Thomas Benz
Kawakami Sumio, Ginza, 1929
The Larkins were not splashy people. You wouldn’t find their photograph in a slick magazine featuring charity balls, nor would their obituaries be filled with public triumphs. Yet they were in that unfortunate category of people who were average with above average yearnings. It wasn’t so much that they envied the rich, or anyone else with the privileges of exclusive membership, as they were curious, wanting every now and then a taste of the extraordinary, a peek through a gap in the carnival tent,