Online Issues

  • Issue 39,  Nonfiction

    Wish Hair Cream

    sculpture by Tavares Strachan

    by Sumitra Mattai

    How to use:

    • Squeeze a quarter-sized dollop into your palm, and lightly massage into your three-year-old daughter’s Afro as she sits in the bath.
    • Hold small sections of her hair at the roots. Gently run through them with a wide tooth comb, like your husband showed you. She doesn’t scream when you do it this way, even as you comb through the more tangled, matted areas.
    • When she’s lotioned and dressed in mismatched pajamas of her choosing, sit her down at your feet with a pile of chubby legos.
  • Hybrid,  Issue 39

    WARNING: The International Apophenia Society

    by bart plantenga

    Apophenia is the tendency to misperceive connections & meanings between unrelated things; a disorder exacerbated by our times, by social media, by our perceived lack of agency, & by our devastating conviction that over-consumption comes with no environmental consequences.

    I came across artist Alisha Sullivan’s work. Her “In Place of a Better Version of Ourselves” consists of photos of mysterious megaliths placed in a residential setting. She describes them as “inflatable voids” with the dimensions of an average human being … I found them ominous, ghostly, intrusive & I wanted to give a voice to the hapless &

  • Hybrid,  Issue 39

    Where You Are Now

    photo collection of the author

    by Eric Roy

    One night we went to sleep and in the morning you had turned into a body-shaped pile of mystery books lying next to me. I figured I’d make us some coffee, come back, and take a look again, but soon as I left the room I understood something was very wrong. I was inside my childhood home, and worse yet, I was alone, no sign of my parents, the family dog, or any activity at all. I brought a cup of coffee up for each of us,

  • Issue 39,  Poetry

    Purity

    "Stir the Waters" painting by JoAnneh Nagler

    By Patricia Davis



    His neighbors, even their children, sitting
    in the warmth of afternoon, giggled
    no, guffawed at the monstrosity that rose up
    in his yard. Room after room,
    stall after stall. What have you
    built, Noah?
    What did it cost?

    When the floodwaters drained
    there was nothing
    but the dead and an odor
    that made Noah tremble.
    Noah waited for the earth

    to harden—waited until the animals
    could step out on the ground
    without sinking.
  • Fiction,  Issue 39

    Woman, 46

    "Listen" collage by Tiffany Dugan

    by Wendy BooydeGraaff

    The morning of my thirty-ninth birthday, my fingertips looked hazy, as if I suddenly needed glasses. When I took off my socks (I always slept in socks, even in summer) my toes, too, were strangely abnormal. Transparent. The toes came back for a few hours on my fortieth birthday, but the day after the obligatory party, other parts of me began to fade in a spotty sort of way. My tailbone, then my left shoulder, the side I slept on. Strange, the sensation of being on the shoulder but appearing to hover above the bed.

  • Issue 39,  Nonfiction

    Jim

    "Flare" collage by Tiffany Dugan

    by Peter Allen

                Since the beginning of term, I had been haunted by a boy at school, a boy with dark hair, pale skin, and features that looked as though they had been cut and polished out of some kind of white marble that had only the faintest tinge of warmth. Not that he wasn’t animated: I often watched him moving quickly across the playing field, or walking, gregarious, laughing with his friends as they headed off campus during a free period, disappearing around the corner of a leafy street while I lingered behind,